FINALLY - a spiritual awakening book that keeps it REAL.
...you’re either pulled into the fluffy new-age stuff that seems like the bandwagon you’re supposed to jump on, but then you feel like an asshole if you’re not into kundalini yoga and channeling your spirit guides. OR you get sucked down a conspiracy theory rabbit hole with what seems like no emergency rope to climb back up. and all these awakening “authorities” left me always wanting something more. there was an extreme lack of honesty, of transparency into the real, raw, and oftentimes messy side of figuring out who you are. a lack of real language to explain what i was going through without feeling like i needed to crack some secret code. a lack of humanness.
i’ve always wished there was someone out there just like me who wrote about going through all of this stuff and was HONEST about it. someone who admitted that they still hated people sometimes, even after realizing we are all one. someone who had the balls to talk about how they love a boozy late night out with friends just as much as they love connecting with their higher self. and after years of looking for this mystical unicorn person, i realized it was me the entire time. what a mindfuck.
i wrote this book for all of the real human beings who are going through an awakening and probably have no idea that they’re further along than they think. for people who are burned out from the love and light and spiritual ego and just want someone to relate to. for people looking for validation that their gut feelings are right in that no one knows how to get back to who you are better than YOU.
because here’s the deal: at the end of the day, the fact that you woke up on this planet is all the confirmation you need that you’re on the right path. my mission is to help you understand this until you believe it and LIVE it from the inside out. you ARE doing this the right way because there is no “right way”. and i hope that, through my stories, you’ll see yourself and find the courage to keep going. to keep waking up to more and more truth and power and love and healing and magic.
"I don't feel like anything I could express about this book would do it justice. All I'll say is this, if you're going through your own spiritual awakening and struggling, numbing yourself out, searching for meaning & purpose...you'll wanna get this book. 10/10 recommend."
"A book weaved around a mixtape playlist - an interactive reading experience about messy spiritual awakening - with poetry - from one of the most genuine I've had the pleasure to know thx to instagram over the years."
If you’ve ever felt unseen, misunderstood and shrouded yourself in partying to numb just how incredibly uncomfortable you are in this human experience, only to then wake up and begin to find some meaning to all of this suffering? Natalie has such a raw, humorous, and beautiful a way of baring her soul and making you feel held during this spiritual literary experience. The way she weaves music, instrumental in her own spiritual awakening, causes you to think of songs at pivotal moments in your own life and awakening. Eloquently written. I could not get enough. I finished it in 1-2 days because I just couldn’t put it down. Absolutely recommend!!
"It was a good read. Helped with insight to myself, struggles and how to handle them. No truer words written."
"Natalie is the best DJ ever. In this book, she spins the truth from hard won lessons anyone going through awakening will resonate with. Easy, enjoyable read. Bravo, Natalie!"
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